in tears as I write

Posted on Jun 13, 2020

Below is a long blog post about 10 years of my life, but also the last couple months. I am in tears as I write this because it’s been such an emotional time for me and it feels like there are so many things to say… so much that has happened since April of this year. This is all coming out now after reflecting on these past few weeks and thinking back over my whole life since age 25 – where have those ten years gone?! (And yes, you may find some typos or grammatical errors here; I wrote most of this quickly while sitting at the kitchen table.) It was March 3rd when I first posted online asking if anyone could help me get a kidney donor, and then again with more information later on Facebook. March 4th: My dad sent an email saying he wanted to be tested and had told his wife she would do it too, but they both decided not to go through testing due to how busy their lives were right now. There were two other family members who said “yes” within days of each other, but both of them came from countries where we knew the government wouldn’t allow any kind of surgery without proof that they were needed urgently — even though both families were willing. Then someone reached out via social media offering up her husband as our potential donor candidate—but unfortunately he wasn’t able to pass medical tests either which led us down another path of frustration around finding matches outside friends/family connections because none seemed possible unless there might be something wrong with your own body parts before donating anything else anyway. It felt hopeless sometimes until finally just one day everything changed forever once again thanks mostly due simply being lucky enough always having people around wanting what best interests us all equally despite differences between races ethnic background etcetera’s still mattered tremendously especially considering current political climate everywhere today so please keep fighting no matter how hard times seem sometimes remember why every single person matters whether friend foe stranger known unknown seen heard spoken written shared silenced ignored forgotten loved hated respected disrespected cared valued appreciated acknowledged understood accepted rejected denied celebrated lived died fought protected defended killed injured harmed abused neglected abandoned misguided mistreated misunderstood maligned blamed accused convicted acquitted pardoned forgiven condemned criticized mocked ridiculed ostracized marginalized humiliated belittled degraded demoralized undermined attacked subjugate suppress oppress denigrate exploit enslave domineer dominion master control manipulate abuse terrorize bully intimidate coerce force pressure deceive swindle cheat lie steal plunder confiscate rob loot pillage burn raze destroy ravage damage wreck ruin harm hurt kill murder maim injure inflict pain suffering loss sorrow grief tra Below is a long blog post about 2019 goals. It’s so big I decided to split it into two parts, with the second part (and my 3-month checkpoint) coming out next week! It has been almost five months since I wrote my 5 year plan for 2018 and posted it online in January of last year. At that point, things were looking pretty bleak on all fronts: financially, mentally, emotionally…you name it. My goals had always included making more money but never really focused on where or how because they kept changing depending on what was happening at work and in life. So when I set those new year’s resolutions back then, one thing remained constant - a promise to myself to get organized. And even though progress had been slow and sometimes nonexistent along the way during the first quarter of this year, I finally feel like I am getting there; it just took me longer than anticipated as you will see below. At the end of May, I started my journey towards becoming debt free by paying off our student loans. This also meant figuring out some other ways to make extra cash flow and start saving up for bigger expenses later down the road. The good news is we are now officially living within our means without having any credit card bills hanging over us anymore which feels amazing!! But let’s be real here—it hasn’t been easy either considering how much time goes into tracking every dollar spent each month while trying not spend anything unnecessary ourselves (which isn’t exactly fun). However if anyone tells me “just cut out everything except food” again after reading this article? They can take their advice elsewhere…because there will still be plenty left over once groceries have been purchased :) What follows is an honest account of how far behind schedule I got before catching up on my personal finance gameplan earlier today thanks mostly due diligence done right away rather than waiting until November/December before taking action against bad habits formed years ago from poor decisions made early morning hours following night shifts at work–or maybe sleep deprivation itself leads people astray??? Either way no matter who does what first step should always come immediately after waking up instead falling straight back into bed again afterwards unless someone wants another nap! :-) Below is a long blog post about 15 of the best things to do in Sydney, Australia. I’ve been fortunate enough to visit several times over the last few years and have stayed with my friends who live there for extended periods (not counting the time during the global pandemic), so hopefully some people will find it useful! Sydney Harbour – Best Things To Do In Sydney #1 You can see all sorts of boats and ferries travelling up and down this beautiful harbor from Circular Quay, which has two main piers: Wynyard and the wharf. It takes just seven minutes by foot or ten minutes on public transportation to get here if you need more inspiration. If possible, try booking your tickets online beforehand because they go fast—and don’t forget that kids under six ride free at most attractions around town too! There are also plenty of other activities available including tours into different parts like Taronga Zoo & Sea Life Aquarium where tourists can learn more details about animals while watching them swim through glass walls; explore Royal Botanic Gardens via boat rides along its paths until reaching an aquatic life museum next door called Wildlife World which features everything from penguins playing chess against each other as well sea lions being fed fish food right out their mouths every day between 2pm-4pm PDT/PST time zone respectively… The Rocks is one of those places that many visitors come back again and again. It offers something unique for everyone, whether you want shopping opportunities or sightseeing experiences–there really isn’t anything else quite like The Rocks anywhere else in Sydney! 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